Waaalllooooooooooooo

This year has been quite hectic for me so far.....and will be getting super fulat worse as the year goes by............

Was wondering if I can actually go for the hoilday with my family this year end as planned? Wifey has been giving me earfulls lately. In fact I just got into a quarrel with her last Friday....something that I didn't do for a long, long time. I am starting to miss my kids, miss watching them grow up, miss asking them " how is school today", miss wrestling with them ( and wifey on the bed ), etc, etc.........

I don't actually plan anything nowadays. To be able to take leave from work is considered a luxury. With that said, I sincerely hope that my plan of taking my wife for a shopping binge in Bangkok materializes....don't have the freaking guts to tell my wife because I have let her down too many times because of work commitment(s).

Fuck, I even miss my group of brothers......miss having teh tarik, miss going to the watering hole with them, miss goofing off.......shit and double shit!

Sometimes I wonder if everything is worth it......................No doubt that all of us have to work to survive but is it worth it?

2 every1 his/her OWN..........................